Tag Archives: depression
I give up.
I give up on trying to learn East Asian Languages at this school. I cannot take a class with that teacher, I’m not nearly neurotypical enough to, so Japanese is out. And the Chinese teacher… Over the break before the … Continue reading
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No Options
I have serious problems with social dysphoria. I would really like help with this, but there don’t seem to be any real options. The school counselor probably doesn’t really know enough to offer any really helpful suggestions. Most gender therapists, … Continue reading
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Entertainment
One of the most annoying things, for me, of not having privileges is how hard it is to find entertainment that isn’t triggering. It’s next to impossible. I read a lot of webcomics, and a ton of them throw in … Continue reading
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Horrible System
This school caters to rich kids. What this means is that they expect you to have a lot of spare change, so that it’s okay for them to randomly shut the dining hall to make people eat at the fundraising … Continue reading
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T
Reasons not to start T (personal list, please be aware this applies to me only): Baldness runs in my family, I love my hair more body hair, do not want more acne, I have severe issues with my acne already … Continue reading
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I’ve been pretty harsh this week. I got into a debate with a person in my East Asian Studies (better called “Orientalism 101″) class because he insisted that while it may be “noble” to want to live a simpler lifestyle … Continue reading
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You have no power over me. …in a perfect world, at least.
I am really nervous about going back to college because of how transphobic the cisCenter, which is generally considered to be an expect on trans issues by cis people because they have a “T” in their official title, is. I … Continue reading
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The more you can accept the kyriarchy, the easier things are. It would be much easier for me if I could accept cis supremacy, if I could cower before the cis people who feel they deserve special treatment for taking … Continue reading
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Spoons
I don’t know if I really have a right to talk about spoons, but I’ve officially been diagnosed with double depression so I guess I do. If you don’t know what I’m talking about when I say spoons, give this … Continue reading
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I don’t want to do this
I don’t want to email my teachers to ask for the correct pronouns I don’t want to go to another class or room or place where everyone thinks I’m a girl I don’t want to have to explain my gender … Continue reading
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